is so NOT my friend.

Someone from my past “found” me again today.  (For those few who know me, this is something that would normally freak me out, today it was a good thing.)  In the past couple of months 4 people have found me and only two of them are people I was actually friends with.  I’m so happy that both of these people thought enough of me to get in touch again.  It makes me feel special in a way I can’t explain.  I didn’t have real roots as a kid, we moved around a lot, so to now find out that I really made connections worth something to these people is really an awesome thing.  Thank you.

The number of days it took for John to catch me on the can. . . humiliating.  I will install a lock on the door tomorrow.

hurt my feelings. I know, I let people hurt my feelings. Either way my feelings are hurt and I am yet again mad at myself for thinking that most people are good. Few are.

Can you tell I’m not having a good night? Well, I’m not and it’s not just tonight.

Something needs to change. Any ideas?

I haven’t seen it all the way through in many years, that changes tonight!

in the rain, for this:

and we couldn’t be happier about it!

The Darjeeling Limited

Hopefully we can make time this weekend, since it is the weekend to celebrate me being an old lady!

and (the new) Radiohead always get me down. (In the best possible way)

I have a couple of really random things on my mind today:

-I love that it rained today. I hope we get more over the weekend . . . fall is on it’s way!
-Today is dragging on and I would be very happy if it were 5:30 and I could stop pretending to do work and just go home.
-I’m sad to hear about Patrick Power. Even more sad for his family. That sweet little baby won’t really know how kind and silly his Dad was.
-Looking forward to a long weekend. Since I don’t work on Friday and I’m taking Monday off as a birthday present to myself, I will have (I hope) a nice long weekend.
-Sunday I’m going to see my parents and my mom is making her wonderful lasagna dinner! Can’t wait!!!!
-I keep dreaming of the new possibilities that John and I have been talking over. I just hope I can make it happen!
-I really want to paint our hallway. I keep looking at it when I get home and I only seem to have the idea for energy after John has gone to bed.

Mostly, I just want to go home now.